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RAWWWWWWWR,
blogger just suck to the max.
thats why i've changed to onsugar.
will not be posting here anymore.

www.struckedbythunder.onsugar.com

to read my daily rantings
:D :D

Yes, im back from
SharonNgYuHui's house :D
had lots of fun there,
learing our dance steps.
and im really pleased with our dance.
NgZhiQi came too :D
pictures took :

webcambed with JiaHui,
and fooled around with Sharon.
:D :D
fun fun fun day.

yesyes,

MahYiHui
told me to write his name bigbig in my blog.
there it is :D
♥

Tag replies! <3

WeiLing - Hellos :D
Andrienn - ohkays :D
JY - thanks! :D
HueiMin - :D :D i know you love me more :D
HuiYi - yeahs (:
JY - LOLOL! yalahyalah! :D
Evelyn - she's better :D
ShiHui - hellos :D
YiKai - thanks! :D :D
Regine - thankyous :D
JiaYing - HELLOS :D
PeiYi - LOLOLOL, :D
HueiMin - Thank! :D
Anonymous - LOLOLOL? ohkayohkays, its alright :D
Venise - YOHHHH! baobeir :D

Cross your Heart and say you love me

Went PlazaSing after school yesterday to shop for sister's present.
CHAWYEONGSOON && BaiLu accompanied me :D
had super lots of funnn .
but was shocked, seriously shocked.
really wondered what made him suddenly decided that.
maybe he wanted us to be friends,
fine, friends we shall be :D
spent a long time deciding on what we should have for lunch,
in the end, its still KFC ==
BaiLu love KFC to the max, everytime we cant decide, she'll say KFC.
headed to PlazaSing after that.
found a dollar on the coin, and YeongSoon told me to take ==
LOLOLOL.
Were really blur when we reached there at first,
forgot where we should walk.
its been long since i've been there.
spent a longggg time choosing present,
and finally spotted a HelloKitty PencilCase,
sister loves it, i think? :D :D
walked around, and YeongSoon insisted that we go to Daiso.
dreaded going there at first,
but was really fun when we went in, fooled around.
i think many ppl got irritated by us :/
but we didnt care :D :D
and found out there's actually alot of stuffs there to shop.
pictures took :

He looks lika retard! <3

walked till my feet got really tired,
headed home :D

ZhaoYi looks seriously cute in her geek specs! :D
Yes, that retarded extra head is YeongSoon's.

School today was one of the better ones.
ZhaoYi had her Class Presentation and its freaking hilarious :D
i think she should get full marks, in stead of 19/20
but its still v good alr :D
got back our History Common Test,
and shockingly i passed ,
got 18/25, and i feel proud of myself.
Cos honestly, i didnt study much for history.
Chinese was boring,
but CCM was fun!
Teacher didnt come, and only mother tongue tcr was here.
he didnt cared about us much.
played around, and sang songs with SharonNgYuHui <3
i love to have heart conversations with herrr .
&&&&&
i am the CEO of a toilet Company!
and its called:
ChawChawYeongYeongSoonSoonClub.
muahahahhaha, LaughedOutLoud when Kenny told me the name.
and he told me to be the CEO, while he the Manager.
Bailu,JiaHui,ZhaoYi and Yeongsoon are the cleaners.
and i even have my own secretary,
to carry my bag for me,
and proudly thats KennyTayKangWei <3
KaiWenDearest and Hweeting says im baddd ):
cos they say im bad to Kenny for telling him to carry my bag.
Kenny willingly did it ohkay! :D :D
and he walked home with me after that.

Pictures took on Sister's bday :D

This video is freeaking hilarious.
Watched several times, then laughed like mad.
:D :D :D

Happy Birthday SISTER! ♥

Happy Birthday Dearest SISSY! ♥

Here's your HelloKittyCake.
will get it for you someday, somehow.
She suck! But i ♥ her! :D :D
She the one who knows everything abt me.
Cos i trust her alotalot.
She the one who'll scold me always,
and teach me whats right and wrong.
She's the one who'll listen to my rantings and laments,
even though it boring to hell.
she's the one who'll prepare breakfast for me!
she's the one who'll eat with me at night,
even though she's always the one who's hungry .
she's the one to make me fat!
cos she'll acc me to eat, and i'll do so too.
she make me feel im not that mad,
cos she's mad too! :D :D
loves you!♥
Gosh, saw all her presents,
and yet i've not given her hers.
seriously dk what to give her.
and she says she has no idea too.
her greatfriends gave her some really special presents.
and i hope to give her smth special too,
but as you all know,
im not creative at all.
so i'll have to squeeze all the brain juices,
to think, wish me luck.
and hope she'll have a greatgreat year ahead.
GoodLuck for your 'O'Level!
can watch NC16 alr! :D

LotsOfLoveeeeee!

Tomorrow's tie day.
every Wed i used to have PE,no tie tieing needed.
and now, idk what to do at all.
you wouldnt help me tie my tie anymore too.
and i can only learn it myself,
and be independent :D

You are my Everything

alright, i've got loads to update,
and i've got pictureeees! <3
love me! i know you do :D

Actual National Day.
Went school early, wanting to string up the cranes in mind,
only to realised they strung it on friday alr :/
sat at the roadside with BaiLu && XiaoYing,
cos the gate wasnt opened yet :/

Had my eyeliner drawn first :D
Went in school and got our makeup done .

Enjoyed our day totally.
got high throughout, and LaughedOutLoudddd.
am really glad that everything went well.
i've did all that i did alr,
i dont know what else would bring you back.
But its alright, i'll be fine.

Monday,
was a rotting day at home.
But i really thank FuYuLong for this :

real preetypreety cake alright!
i've told WeiLeong i wanted this long ago ^^
Had dinner at The Paramount at night.
Niceeeee dinner, :D

CommonTest was alright today.
My english should be able to do quite well.
But my history totally suck.
seeing everyone write chunks and chunks of words,
while i only wrote afew sentences.
i really dk what else to write.
But its alright, once its over, i shall not think :D
Watched UP in the afternoon.
with Kelly and sister.
the boy is so cuteeeeeee! <3
and i didnt expect the movie to be like that.
i thought its just a cartoon, and i'll just laugh and its over.
But UP has some really touching and sweet parts.
The old man really loves his wife a lovely lot!
they met when they were young and had same dreams.
its really really nice.
and the 3D glasses are cool :D

Hope i'll pass for tmr Maths and chinese CT.
all the best ppl! :D

Just a short post, and i'll have to be off to study for my history test tmr.
Was a reallyreally great day yesterday.
everyone just focused on the performance and did wonderfully.
cos we know in our minds, JieMin would be glad to know we did well for her :D
considered one of the best day of the year.
everything went really well, and most importantly,
there was you.
shocked yet pleased to receive your msg.
although it may not mean much to you,
it meant the whole world to me.
and i must also thank all who wished me luck before the performance ytd :D

though there may never be this chance agn,
im stil glad i had it before.
:D

pictures and details will be updated maybe after CT :D
will be real busy this week.
have to study hard, GoodLuck all :D

photos

These are taken on the day we
decorated classrooms for NationalDay.
used paint and painted everywhere.
VeniseLim and i had fun painted each other's
hands && feets :D

Yes, LiewXiaoYing did this to my bag.
painted everywhere.

JieMin's hearts :D
but its not complete yet :D

Pictures took ytd night.
had dinner with family.

Kenneth bought this super cute candy!
mummy says its dusgusting, LOL :D

Took some pictures with sister.
Will be uploaded soon,
as she said she wants to edit.
:D

i dreamt of her last night.
yes, TngJieMin!
i've dreamt of you.
we were preparing to go on stage for another performance
you were alr out from hospital, and is v well.
so i know you will be v well when you wake up.
there'll be lots of performances for us to perform tgt.
you'll be fine, i know you will.
Stay Strong :D

Happy Birthday Singapore && Adeline!♥

goodluck all dancers for tonight.

has been rotting my day since morning.
had a great sleep, finally
slept at 10(!) and woke up at 9plus :D
no rehersal nor practice today.
and i practically rot the whole way through.
so i cant imagine what i'd become, after NDP.
hpe there'll be more things for dance coming up,
to keep my mind filled.
hate spending weekends at home.

am going out for dinner with family later on.
andand TngJieMin, you'r in the newspaper!
isnt that enough alrdy!?
wake up now, you've rest enought alrdy.
dont make everyone of us worried.
we'll all be behind you, stay strong.
how do you expect us to concentrate on CT
when you'r like that?
Dont think you can skip CT ohkay.
you'll have to wake up and take with us!
we love you <3

Tag replies.

YiKai - LOL :D
Venise - i know you love me too! :D
HueiMin - oppses! i got 17! not 19 ><
got two marks minus-ed only cos i didnt write reason! :/
Evelyn - i am :/
Sharon - LOLOLLL, kaykays :D
..... - :D
Anonymous - i dont think i've changed much from last time, so i must say you'r slow in realising things?
andandand, you say i act cute but act mature at the same time?
i must be some super woman, to be able to act two exactly diff things at the same time.
Candice - LOLOLL! <3
HueiMin - yeahyeahs ):

YeongSoon's seriously a greatgreat friend.
he's really worried these days.
and everything he says is about jiemin.
and stuffs he did with her,
things that should have happened, etc..
jiemin should be glad she has such great friend.
So wake up now! Dont sleep anymore!
you are such a fortunate girl kay!
be strong and push yourself up! :D

111 Questions

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
:D :D :D

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
definitely not, it left me beautiful memories.

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
i just said it, i love you, JieMin. :D

5) Do you regret it?
Never :D

6) Have you ever been depressed?
i think?

8) Are you a boy or girl?
definitely not a boy

9) What is your relationship status?
Single.

10) How do you want to die?
LOL, i rmbed talking to someone about this afew days ago.
But i forgot who :/
i said i wanna jump down the building, i think?
now i wanna die in peace :D

11) What did you last eat?
PepperLunch, Chicken pepper

12) Played any sports?
power ball afew days ago.

13) Do you bite your nails ?
isnt that so grossss? EEEW

14) When was your last physical fight?
i dont fight ==

15) Do you have an attitude?
who doesnt? a nice attitude is also an attitude.

16) Do you like someone?
no, i love someone.

17) What is your real name?
~~mushroom~~ CHanKwanTyng :D :D

19) Are you gonna get high later ?
nah, ppl'll think im mad, gng high at night.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
hate's a bad word to use.
i use dislike :D

21) Do you miss someone?
always do, he knows that, i suppose?

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
twirl ~

23) Do you tan a lot?
i am tanned

24) Have any pets?
none suvived . :/

25) How exactly are you feeling?
exhausted, upset

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
who didnt?

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
......

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
wonktnodi - figure this out (:

29) Are you scared of spiders?
dislike! :D

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
definitely.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
if not, i wouldnt want to go back in time.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Sunday, NDP'09!
celebrate JieMin's waking up and recovery.
so please wake up now, JieMin!

33) Do you want to have kids?
definitely :D

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
no?

35) Do you type fast?
definitely... not

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
yeahs, 4 in total

37) Want any more?
yeahyeahyeahs :D

38) Can you spell well?
i guess so?

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
i miss WTL

40) What are you craving right now?
your concern? idk

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
no idea whats that. :/

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
i wish i could! ):

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
no.

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
nobody told me so before.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
i hope not?

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
idk?

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
my kids? my parents? my siblings?

50) What should you be doing ?
bathing?

51) What’s irritating you right now?
my eyes that are sososo dry :/

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
i loved WTL that it hurt.

53) Does somebody love you?
idk?

54) What is your favorite colour ?
Red! Pink! :D

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
YEAHHHS :D

57) Do you have trust issues?
i can no longer trust you

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes, for now.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
i know he dont.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
manymany lower sec ppl, stupid me, cried stupidly in the canteen ==

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
i will if its you

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
lousiest!

67) What was your child hood nickname?
seriously manyyyy.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
im not dumb ==

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
no, theres no reason for love

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
said goodnight to myself :D

73) What is bothering you?
you.

74) Have you ever been out of your province?
provine?

75) Do you play the Wii?
no.

76) Are you listening to music right now?
Me without you- ashley tisdale

77) Do you like Chinese food?
defnitely :D

78) Do you know your fathers b- day?
i'd be bad if i dont, im good :D

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
more afraid of alone in the dark

80) Is cheating ever okay?
is killing ever okay?

81) Are you mean?
depends :D

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
surely not, it'll get black back in a day or two.

84) Do you believe in true love?
when i find the true person

88) Do you like the outside?
i hate it

89) Are you currently bored?
not really.

90) Do you wanna get married
of cos :D

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
not when he calls a girl that, and calls me the same after that.

92) Are you hungry?
just eaten my dinner

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
==

94) What makes you happy?
whats happy?

95) Would you change your name?
i love ChanKwanTyng

96) Ever been to Alaska?
stranger to me

98) Do you watch the news?
only stuffs concerning me and ppl around me :D

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
Gemini :D

100) Do you like Subway?
yeap :D

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
it would be.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
i talk like any other typical Singaporeans :D
cos im a singaporean! :D

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them
stupidly, yeahs

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
YeongSoon's the first one i thought of! :D

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
YeongSoon.

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
nope.

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
SharonNg, thats the deepest recently, thought its not that deep.

110) Favorite lyrics right now?
What If - ashley tisdale.

111) Can you count to one milllion?
theres alr a problem counting to a thousand.

The world's crashing at me

Blogger's seriously insane.
one day is alright, the next day it'll be back to insane agn.
but i dont care, as long as i can post, its alright.

NationalDay celebration in school.
most of the ppl in class wore red to school.
except for ShanShan && Danielle.
ShanShan said she doesnt feel like wearing,
and nobody acc her to buy, thats why ==
celebration was short.
was so freaking embarrassed.
chosen for the Best-Dresser for 1D.
a boy and a girl.
WeiLeong was chosen for Best-Dress Boy.
and we had to walk infront of the whole school./
scared the wits out of me.
highed when singing all the past national day songs.
it'd be even more fun with her around ):
here's some of the pics taken :

Thats all for pics taken in school.
went back to Mayflower.P, with Kaiwen and JiaHui.
MsEng and tcrs all went home!
blame us all for not telling them we'r coming back.
sitted and waited for long at the bustop outside school.
til Adeline and HuiXuan came.
pictures took too :D

:D :D :D :D

went down to Hub, meeting YeongSoon,ZhaoYi and BaiLu.
trained to Bugis, GuanYinTemple to pray for JieMin.
We know she'll be fine, after this :D
and suddenly it started raining.
luckily we wento Bugis street for shelter immediately.
rain stopped, and we walked around.
feet got so freaking tired.
and i still havent had anything till 3plus.
PepperLunch, and surprisingly, i finished up everything.
i only ate PepperLunch once, and i hated it cos there's so much rice,
that made me wanna vomit after eating.
and i couldnt finish it at all.
and i insanely finished everything this time.
maybe i was too hungry ><
pictures taken :

YeongSoon's a retard! :D

love strucked eyes! <3

Starting to realise they both look alike, LOL

Funnyyyyyyy ZhaoYi, :D

Laughed our way back to AMK.

im seriously exhausted today :/

When you look me in the eyes

im home so early today.
But nobody's home,
and idk where they all wento.
and im so hungry.
gobbled down 4 LondonChocoRolls alr.
sadly, idk how to cook instant noodles.
i know how failure i am.

To: TJM! <3

hey girl,

you've got to be strong!

everyone's getting upset over you.

so you must never make us worry.

you are the one who always used to make us happy.

so how can you do this to us now?

so wake up faster!

everyone's concern about you.

you've got to see what we've done for you.

im sure you'll be v happy.

so wake up now! we all miss you.

everyone's moody today.
busy making paper cranes.
well, stupidly, idk how to make it,
so, im making straw hearts.
it reminded me of you again.
But thats the only thing i can make, i think?
i realised im sucha failure today.
But at least i passed my maths test.
and im sosososo proud of myself.
19/25.
i know that isnt v good, but at least i passed.
pictures cant be uploaded again,
and photobucket isnt working.
so photos will be uploaded next time.
cried twice and im feeling so exhausted now.
Art for last two periods,
had drawing test.
im quite please with my drawing.
Hope i can at least pass.
am selected for YOG's drawing competion.
and thats really mad, cos my drawing is so definitely not gonna win.
copying from a picture is alright,
for me to think myself, it's almost impossible.
MrGoh said he chose us,
cos of our attitude?
But not cos of our drawing skills ==
weirdo.

everything happened so suddenly,
its like i've just said goodbye to her, and it happened.
lets just pray that she'll be well and alright.
:D

but after this , i'm just wondering to myself,
what if something like this were to happen to me?
and i just get killed in it.
would anyone be upset?
or rather, would you be?
i doubt so.
sometimes, its only after things happened and you'll start to cherish.
and you start to regret.

School was so much better.
But i was almost late for school again, all becos of our
MS MAH KAI WEN, again.
ran in like mad again, but did not manage to run in time again.
stood right outside 1Integrity, XiaoYing and co. said they saw me.
RAWR! so embarrassing ><
BaiLu was absent, she had to go for a jab.
and she came to school only in the afternoon for NDP
and i was left with S square ):
lesson was alright.
stayed back for NDP, in dance studio.
Connie老师is sicked, so we got to go early .
lets hope she gets well soon :D
didnt wanta go home, stayed in canteen all along.
talked to BaiLu and Kenny came after that.
one guy in the enterprise club is so cute!
he looks lika young boy.
and in the end, found out he's sec 2 ==
took pictures with VeniseBaoBeirrrrr :D

I ♥ her (:

homed with YuLong after that.

he walked home with me :D

pictures

Pictures taken on Sunday :D
and i ♥ SharonNgYuHui!

She looks lika monsterrrr! <3

<3 her! :D

We'r trying to see who's eyes are bigger :D
mine's the smallest! <3

End of photos :D

3rd ):

Today isnt good at all
i was totally dead in school.
nothing managed to cheered me up.
was in a total saddened mood.
its the third,
\4th month if we continued.
you didnt bother to see me at all agn.
i shouldnt hold on to any hopes at all.
i know Sharon is trying to cheer me up,
thanks alot girl <3
i've thought so much so much during school,
and i was often in a daze.
i didnt manage to concentrate at all.
and i even ridiculously got cut by a pen ==
it bleed, but im alright, didnt hurt at all.
idk what i should do.
there's nothing that can help me .
im lost.

met AndriennKhoo with Zhiying today.
and i just had to fake that smile,
i dont wana get questioned anymore.
i wasnt with them actually,
idk where i went to,
cos my mind just wandered around.
and almost got bang down by a car.
had LJS,
cos finally i could quit being VEGETARIAN anymore.
thats like so finally

went home,
and thats when i got better.
cos its the place im most familiar with.
bought dinner with sister.
and i love seaweedshaker fries♥

i've got so much to say, but would you listen?

second
Met SharonNg and BaiLu at the bustop and bused to J8./
walked around and i bought my foolscape.
Bought an almond soymilk,
midium size, and it costs me $2.20.
But it's midium size can be compared to macd's HappyMeal's small size!
ridiculousssssss!
Sharon bought small one, and its like so tiny!
i can finish it up within 2mins ==
wenta a voideck to study and did hw.
was supposed to practised for music.
didnt do it at all.
But at least we got our hw done :D
cam-ed around, and homed at 5plus.
took bus home, and my e-zlink card is with sister.
the uncle told me to pay adult fare!
so wtf loh!
and i wasnt dress v till v mature that day!
stupid uncle.
>;(

its the second today.
Good morning all :D
yeahs, im up so early in the morning,and idk why too.
i've an auto alarm clock,that wakes me up so early in the morning.
When i am still so tired :/
i wanna sleep more, but i just cant seem to go back to sleep.
and i'll feel so tired later on.

NE show
ShanShan was sicked, gastric pain.
and it was so scary.
All of us were shocked to see her like that.
and she went home before the performance.
went over to CrescentGirl's during performance like last week.
Cos one of them was absent.
But its so weird,i went over there,
and my own group would be short of one person too,
so why cant Crescent be short of one girl?
i doubt anyone understand what im saying.
nvminds ^^
highed during the finale and, got so dead after that.
pictures taken, enjoy.

XiaoYing && JieMin :D

this is seriously candid, taken by xiaoying && jiemin.

But idk why they'r not looking at the cam ==

End of pictures, some others are with JieMin.

im vvvvv tired now.

meeting Sharon,BaiLu,Isabelle and Zhiqi later on.

For our music again :D

FINALLYYYYYYYYYY!
Blogger's back to normal!
and im able to upload videos!
★

we went totally insane tdy.
saying bye to all the aundiences
when they'r leaving.
And they all are v friendly too.
Waved and smile, like we'r celebrities.
:D :D :D
and we danced around with our fans,
and took photoooos!
a thousand of people came taking pictures
with us when leaving!
cos we'r standing at the end point of the line.
so its easiest :D
i laughed aloooot .
pictures will be uploaded tmr,
cos im sleeping now ,
goodnight!
★

you are the shining star of my life

im finally dont with the class blog.
But it seems ~~abit~~ very weird.
will tell the rest the URL when its done.

Preview show later on.
lets hope it'll be another success.
i know it will ,
cos of your goodluck :D
i will do my best.

am meeting BaiLu for lunch later on.
so goodbye.
:D

What if i said i needed you.

i dont mean anything

To : S Square
im really getting v annoyed by you.
can you really stop all your nonsense?
its so obvious from what we'r doing and
you just keep pestering us thick-skinnedly.
it just makes us dislike you more and more.
nobody can stand your attitude,
selfish,self-centered,egoism.
All you think of is yourself.
and you never spare a thought for others.
you arent the only earther on earth .
Now,voicing out yourself would only make things worse.
we wouldnt even bother to bother about you anymore.
Nobody would think that you are pathetic cos its you
who caused everything to be what it is right now.
despite all that happened to you,
we'd just think its your own doing.

To : You.
i dont understand what you'r thinking.
we'r really distanced right now.
i dont know how i can be just friends.
im not her
she can pretend nothing happened ,
and talk to you like normal ,
but i cant do it.
i will not pretend nothing has ever happened.
cos it had happened.
if your thinking these short conversations makes
me happy then you'r wrong.
i rather you'd let me be just unhappy myself,
rather than you talking to me always,
with all the short conversations that ends almost instantly.
and my happiness is also just for that instant.
its meaningless,
when you talk to me and mean nothing.
if you can let me go in such a short time,
then dont bother about me anymore.
just let me stay where i am,
cos i know im not able to let go just like that.
time. is needed.

你的未来已没有我的存在

Tag replies
Kaiwen - You also! :p
Yikai - LOLL , thanks :D
Andrienn - isit? LOL , thanks :D
Evelyn - yeahs :D
Yikai - where got? LOL! no lah.
Kaiwen - i saw == you'll be like that in future :D
Sharon - NgNgNg Yu Hui! <3
YiHui - :D
HueiMin - RAWR! another 双眼皮 from 1I
JiaHui - thats you == LOLOLL
EongJing - HELLOOOOOOOO :D enough , LOL
Regina - :D
Connie - sorry , im not linking anyone anymore :D

Dont start me crying

i've been having moodswings lately.
i can get irritated at one moment and laugh at the next.
But there is a reason for it alright.

Thursday
was almost late for school thanks to our
MsMahKaiWen.
rushed in school like two woodbridgers.
didnt manage to run in class,
but kaiwen did,her class's nearer ==
and i was left so pathetically outside.
and after morning national athem and pledge,
MrYong came walking to me.
skirt and stuffs, and so coincidentally,
i can find my brown clip in the morning,
used pink one instead,was scolded for that too.
see! arent i so damn unlucky! ):
and that spoiled my supposed-to-be-wonderful morning.

Today
i've got swollen eyes the moment i got up! ):
its the second time this year alr!
and idk whats wrong with it.
hurts a hell lot.
and now its one big,one small again.
Both Sharon&&WeiLeong asked if i've cried the whole night ==
of cos im not that dumb alright.
many people said its not worth it.
whats worth it and whats not?
i can no longer differentiate it anymore.
and now,even if i blink its hurts a million lot.
lesson cany get any boringer.
head straight home after school.
Isabelle,ZhiQi,Sharon,BaiLu and Jiahui came after that.
discussed on our music for dance.
went to the top level of the carpark after that to practised.
was fun and we all laughed like woodbridgers .
Isabelle fell down! again ==
she fell before that alr.
and she could still laugh and joke!
really strong girl (:
played and fooled around.
had a video taken,will be uploaded when blogger can.

Today is funny weird and tiring.
JiaYan and co. kept saying im 单眼皮! >:
and i say i dont talk to 双眼皮 people.
funny crap,i ran around like mad today.

Oral after school today.
and i think its seriously easy.
im not trying to be haolian or smth.
But i really think its not that hard.
at least i'd still pass :D
the tcr said im good.

waited for XiaoYing at the canteen.
was so bored like shit.
wento a block near school.
practised and discussed our music dance steps.
we had to find a random song ,
and yeah,come up with our own steps.
thats like really mad,
how is any normal person gonna do that?!
nvminds , had fun.
heres the pictures taken :

Yes,i know we look like we'r from WoodBridge in some.
:D

我们的爱怎么了

Love is blind

i dont wish to know they were all right about you.
i dont wish to find out the truth .
please dont tell me that all along i was wrong.
please dont let me know all that you said were fake.
For that one moment,i felt you were so close to me.

we had to write a so-call survey,for our friends for THK just now.
the contents is to be about ourselves.
write some true and fake stuffs.
its to see if your friends know you well enough.
i forgot to bring the paper home,shall let you guys see tmr :D

MrsSupra is back to teach us physics ==
and we'r back to failing it again.
She seriously a 电脑白痴, dont even know how to use her laptop.
her lesson simply bore me to the max.
she even said ppl who dont understand instructions are retarded ==
why is there such a teacher on earth,she's the retarded one.
Sharon and me were singing away in class :D
showed us some stupid videos,till the lesson ended.
ate and homed :D

Its like so wthell!
HweeTing said i look like im from China today.
i've always thought im so singapore
which part of me even look like im from CHINA?!
XiaoYing said i looked like im from malaysia.
seriously i cant tell the difference between malaysia and singapore.
anwwwwwwwwww,im a singaporean :D

Pictures took on Saturday!
mummy and pa went to marina floating platform to watch NE show.
am really glad mummy said its nice.

Mummy! ♥

MarkLee looking lika retard .

Beautiful clouds.

Parachutes.

小布！ :D

I know i look lika retard too .

:D

Preview next saturday , 加油 :D

RacialHarmony

tuition yesterday was nice :D
Lucky to have a chatmate/greatfriend like Jiahui :D
she's one of the few,that i can talk almost anything or everything with.
even thought we are'nt in the same school anymore,
we can still talk and laugh tgt ,
and im seriously glad :D
lucky we'r still in the same tuition ,
i dont wanna lose a great friend like her.
she's changed a million lot from primary school.
she's really wanting to study hard now.
she used to be the one who never bother to listen nor do any work ,
i would nag alot at her.
now its the opposite side.
she's nagging at me , saying i must do my hw.
took pictures,long time since we took pictures <3

walked all th way home after that.
bought the SHAKER FRIES!.
god,thats damn nice ohkay!
long time since i've ate it.
and yes , macd's having it back again <3
sent her to her house then homed.
and surprisingly, i found something.

yeahs , its so horrible looking .
but something so meaningful.
its something i once thought thats so not important ,
untill now,regretting what i've done ,
and trying to cherish,and realised its too late.
and the ring no longer fit as well anymore.
became lose.
i guess its really telling me , its over
i know im sucha silly here,
saying about stuffs no one in the planet understand.
but just let me lament .
i'll get over it in a blink of an eye :D

alright,off with the sad and crazy stuffs.
today's RACIAL HARMONY DAY YAW!
manyyy ppl wore ethnic costume , especially OneDiligent.
i know we rock till the sky drop ^^
took many pictures ,
others will be uploaded next time if i get those.

Thats either Yulong's or YeongSoon's extra finger :D

YeongSoonnnnnnnn! [:

Yes,im cut out , LOL.

I know i look super tall .
actually she's the one thats short :D

I look extremmmmmmmely tall!

Cos im Tall,that why its showing only part of my head :D

awwww,end of pictures.
had NDP after school ,
like last week , we got to leave at 12.25pm.
practice all the way from 1-4plus.
walked home again! :D
tomorrow's gonna be a super lonnnnnnnng day.
goodluck KwanTyng.

im happy today.
:D

Sharon said my hair has not much difference ,
yeong soon also.
==

yes , i've finally cut my hair .
so people!
YeongSoon,YuLong,Kenny,Weileong , dont call me
mushroom or ms厚 anymore!
yucky names , crazy you all to have thought of that.
and not bangs anymore!

how's it?
Dont tell me its horrible , pleaseeeeeeee :D
hope i'll get good comments when i get to school tmr.

TheMomentOfHappinessIsEnough.

It hasnt really got much better since everything happened.
you dont even seem to wanna take a glance at me.
am i just so detestable?
is everything just gonna carry on like that ,
and you'll just leave me behind struggling without knowing how to carry on.
i've cried , im crying , but i'l not cry anymore.
just one more time , and i promise i'll stop .

crying real hard helps
不小心泪水又在脸颊停住了

i was thinking if i've made another choice that time ,
would everything be different.
maybe , pherhaps ,
we'll be having our happily ever after right now.
★

rawwwwwwwwwwr ,
fuck StarhubCableTeevee!
dk whats wrong with it ,
and now i can only watch yucky shows from
channel 8 , channel 5 and channel U.
Sunday and Saturday shows seriously suck cans!
and now i cant watch 百万大歌星 nor 超级星光5！):
thats my two must-watch-shows for every week.
so now here i am having my second post.
weekends are just sucha bore.
i've got nothing to do.
lucky yesterday there's NDP ^^
im gonna bathe now .
byexzx.

回忆只能忆不能回

was freaking blur yesterday .
getting injured everywhere.
my leg hit the bus arm rest when i was getting down ,
and now there's a blue black.
while trying to catch the cloth during dance ,
a blister formed on my finger and it burst ,
the skin on another finger came out without me knowing ==
had a cut on my knee and i dont even know when it was there.
fell down after that and it hurt and bleed even more.
):
eyes hurt so much in the afternoon during rehersal.
resulting i could only wear contacts on one eye.
was really mad , couldnt see clearly.
and now i've got serious muscle ache ,
and i cant even walk or sit down properly.
But generally NDP was fun.
highed during finale.
saw mayflowerprimary!
but didnt see Evelyn ):
and now its like ppl are asking me out ,
but i cant go anywhere.
i miss AYG ,
im gonna miss NDP ,
but i miss you the most.

Bailu told me this some days ago ,
and i thought its really true ,
回忆只能忆不能回 ,
i really wish to put down everything ,
but actually i dont want to.
i cant bear to see everything that happened dissapear just like that.
hurt me deeply once more ,
and pherhaps that'll be when i really have to put you down.

Peektures! <3

Saw this damn pathetic dead bird outside school today ):

The day we went LuckyPlaza :D

I said i wanted this rabbit and brother got it for me! :D

hellooo earthlings :D

i've got a serious busy day yesterday and today.

and im extremely exhausteddddddddd :/

exhausted but great .

i didnt do waste-time stuffs .

Yesterday.

school was crazy and mad.

health checkup in the morning.

my spine has improved , i think?

hope it does , when i go for my more accurate checkup on september.

x-ray shows more accurate results.

but now nurse said its 8degree.

still alot ohkays?

nvminds .

art , we played with paint!

hehes , it was funnnn!

but i got so dizzy after blowing the paint with the straw.

BL said its cos theres not enough oxygen in the brain ,

after i've blown hardly into the straw.

Afterschool had a briefing for NDP @ dance studio till 2plus.

headed for Bugis straight after that to buy ballet shoes.

XY didnt come cos she said she suddenly cant.

BL and i were like two idiots walking around to find

GoldenLandMark ,

that like dk what stupid mall!

so idian-y and old.

its so alike to LuckyPlaza!

just that LuckyPlaza is slightly better and crowded.

so you can imagine how yucky GoldenLandMark is.

finally bought and went back to AMK @ 6plus.

had dinner and went straight for tuition.

and i seriously felt like dieing!

so damndamndamn tired./

lucky MrGoodTeacher keeps saying his interesting stories that kept me awake.

i had to go home by bus alone afer that.

tiring day and father didnt come to fetch me.

today .

im equally as tired.

lessons were boring crap.

this time was Weileong's crap that kept me awake :D

went around crazy hitting sharon and Jiahui's butt during recess.

crazyyyyyyyyy.

took back my maths test .

guess what?

i didnt fail , 10/20 .

LOLOLOLS , that equally as bad.

had NDP practice after school .

we got to leave while the rest of the class had Malay lesson.

practice till 4plus.

now im dancing for the 大布 ,

no longer the small cloth ,

its easier in steps , but requires more strength.

went LuckyPlaza after that .

LOLOLOLOL ,

cos we had to buy chinese traditional clothes , chong sum.

mrs vanna said we had to give an excuse if we cant wear on racial harmony day.

bought a purple one ,

and i think its quite preety :D

NDP again tmr.

but its whole day.

NE show at night , hope itll be fun.

byexzx :D

sister told me to say this ,
so yah , here i go :
there's the stupid Yong Tau Foo
stall at Junction 8, food court ,
DONTGOTHERE .
two stupid china woman ,
who dont dont do their job and
instead they'r just chatting away.
blablabla ,
she'll write it in her blog ,
kaypo de , go see her blog :D
see im good to help her advertise her blog ,
so many ppl will go see.
www.doubled-love.blogspot.com
idk if she's post/when she'll post.

We'll be performing for the NDP'09!
excitedddddddddddd [:
and its like we'll only have 6 practices ,
and off we go for the real performance.
hope it'll be as fun as AYG!

Shit you!

it was raining cows and sheeps when i wento school today.
reallyreally cold weather , and i thought i was sick ,
took my temperature , its like 37.0 only.
exactly like yeaterday , i took my temperature at home
three times , all was like below 37.0 ==

Lesson couldnt get any boringer.
But drama today was alright .
our first drama lesson .
The teacher is funnyyyyyy and cute :D

BaiLu's sick today!
she's got gastric flu ]:
its really terrible ,
cos i once had it too ,
and i vomited more than
5 times in one day .
hopes she Get Well Soon!

went ZhiYingCuter's house for steamboat today.
and i saw Bobby Tan! [:
Zhiying's mother is so funny !
super engrossed in watching her teevee shows.
and that what i always do too! :D
anw today is just as normal as any other days for me.
but i miss my days with you.

Tag Replies! :D

Regina - hahahs , thanksthanks :D

KwanWei - LOL , sissy == idk lahs (:

Kaiwen - since when am i a pessimist? LOL

Chermaine - thanks :D

Andrienn - will try to! :D

Huiyi - np :D

TianMiMi - WHOO! tianmimi :D

YiKai - LOL , boo (:

HueiMin - LOLOLL! yeahs , funny :D

Kaiwen - LOL ==

Evelyn - idk , i used photobucket :D

Paige - thanks :D

Nina - checked! :D

kau lan jiao - LOLOLLLL , hellos.

hweeting - thanks! :D

HuiYi - thanks (:

I Will Not Stand In Your Way

im having a terrible sorethroat :/
cos of all the crazy shoutings with
BaiLu,YeongSoon and jiemin just now.
we were like mad imitating those birds ,
that were on the trees .

School was terribly boring today.
except for music and english .
everyone seems to dislike MrNg's
english lesson,and i dont know why.
i think he's like so damn cute .
And i understand v well what he's teaching.
Mrs vannan's sick , hope she gets well soon ^^

Music lesson always pass so fastly! ]:
its like normal lesson,i'll have to count
how slowly the clock is moving .
music,we dance awhile,and the lesson
is over just like that.
]:

something's wrong with my eye today ,
and it seriously hurts alot .
so i shall not wear contacts tomorrow.
[:

我学着不去但心得太远，

希望你会回到我身边

pictures again!

picture-d like mad at aunt's house that day :D

they said my mouth looks like snake's mouth here :/

Lunch with family today,then to Fairprice Xtra.
bought tons of stuffs ,then aunt's house :D
joked around with everyone,funny and great day.
thats all .

wento night market with cousins,sister and brother.
they were all so very high,crazied around .
and there's a super cute machine there ,
to be actual , 3 .
and we all played .
funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .
i never used to play all these at the night market when i was small./
there were points collected ,
and can be exchanged to uber cute soft toys , :D
i want the super cute rabbit one!
i swear im going there again to play .
Hope i can get the rabbit one .
^^

Pictures again!
♥

Took during NewYear .
used it for English work on family :D

Havent been able to have any good sleep these few days.
and i dont know why.
i'll just wake up in the middle of the night ,
without fail everyday.
had a great dream which seems so real that
i thought its true.
and i rather i'd not wake up forever .
but this is gonna stop ,
stop appearing in my dreams , alright?

4th week ,
3 more weeks !
and we'll not need to eat vegeterian anymore.
im sick and tired of having steamboat everytime .
mummy says its simple ,
and no need to think what to cook .
just throw everything in.
:D
and 3more weeks ,
we'll not have to see them again!
i hope so .
seeing their faces simply spoil my day.
so cheers for me , everyone .
YAY./

i cant find my chinese wb!
holidays seriously shouldnt exist too.
i'll be like losing everything after it ends.
cant find all the books .
cos i dont even rmb if i've thrown it away .
:/
i'll have to pass the wb up on mon .
and i'll have to be prepared to get scolded again.
didnt bring maths tb home ,
and i wont get to do my maths hw too.
another scolding prepared.

another freaking saturday.

i think saturdays shouldnt exist.

just a waste of time.

there's no nice shows on teevee at all.

all sucky shows ,

lameshit.

i've got tons of hw to do ,

i think?

But my mind just tells me leave it alone.

crazyyyyy.

im crapping today ,

cos im bored .

Love EVELYN!
she made me laughed like mad .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vNJP3ewvu4&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ys0ENmTp4zI&feature=related
watch these two videos if you understand hokkien .
You'r mad if you dont laugh .
:D
The second one is saying about the first .

Today is the least good day amongst all the Great day.

- My eyelids were fighting against each other ,

seriously exhausted.

- lessons were sucha bore ,

made me even sleepier.

- WeiLeong was sick , and he didnt entertain me in class.

- You seem to be around everywhere .

this year's class photo was nice :D

at least i look normal.

i never look ohkay in class photos before.

its been a month since i've had maths lesson.

maths textbook was rotting itself , until i touched it yesterday.

didnt had maths lesson for the first week ,

cos of blabla reasons.

and i suddenly seems so lost .

forgot algebra.

At least lunch today was great! :D

had lunch with YeongSoon.

he's funny crap.

i said what if my mum sees me with him eating alone?

he said , just tell her 我是神精病的 ,

and i told him , 她看就知道 ,

and he == me .

LOLOLLLLL.

andands ,

he said i cannot say 死掉 nor 小便.

cos that sounds crude for girls.

and told me to say ,

去世 and 上厕所.

retarded him , but i had a great afternoon .

i know im really trying ,

i dont wanto think of you ,

But im tired of pretending that i dont care.

i seriously cant concentrate during my maths today.

i dont wanna flunk it anymore.

But i dont know how i can keep my mind from running away from the lesson.

especially when you are just there .

why must bball court be renovating to indoor now?

and so PE lessons can only be at the football court.

and ,

my seat is just changed directly beside the window.

that makes it easy to see everyone who's going for PE.

i wasnt supposed to ,

but my heart just told me to look outside.

i saw everyone ,

i saw yous.
mind you ,

you've just spoiled mine.

爱的痛了

痛的哭了

哭的累了

日记本里页页执着

记载着你的好像上瘾的毒药

它反复骗着我

TagReplies [:

Regina - i always will :D

YiKai - thankyous :D

HweeTing - Thankyous! im alr well :D

HueiMin - Thanks :D

Regina - <3

YiKai - i alr am :D

HueiMin - i will , thats really olddddd :D

KaiWen - LOLOLLLL ,

i'll make sure they'r handsome!

future boyfr

Today was not as good ,

but its still alright.

i cant expect everyday to be as mad as ytd.

i'll go mental .

Had some energy-wasting ball excercise for P.E

ran around ,

and threw balls.

and i was hit right at the chest.

the pain ran away very fast ,

cos bailu and i were crazy throwing the balls anyhow.

HomeEcons was fun.

but we made some

pizza-like bread thing that

suck like shit.

nobody except for YUHUI ate it.

mine stank cos of the tomatoes that made me

wanna vomit the moment i opened the box.

tomatoes seriously suck.

cant stand the way they stink.

we didnt really get to cook ,

cos nothing requires us to do it.

i cut tomatoes,Pineapple and ham.

theres also 青椒 ,

idk if the chinese words are correct ,

but idk how to spell it in english.

thats the thing 蜡笔小新 hates.

i think he should hate tomatoes too.

both suck.

and i told BaiLu that the guy that marries me

is fortunate ,

cos i managed to cut all the stuffs nicely.

and that sounds retarded the moment i saw

JunHui cutting the stuffs as nice as me.

Met

AndriennKhoo & EvelynLim after school.

had lunch and stuffs.

chat with Andrienn at a voideck after Evelyn went home (real early ): )

was nice.

homed at 5plus.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

gosh ,

i seriously feel sick kay!

but i took my temp ,

its only 36.7?

stupid ,

must be the the thermometer.

i feel cold ,

but my body is warm .

terrible ,

but i still dont get a fever.

stupid.

hello fever~

dont go away.

peeeeektures , [:

MyWONDERFULPhotoFrameFromMyWonderFulFriend.

YuHui! <3

MyCuteLIttleTwoFriends :D

Andrienn,Crazy-ing

TheyAbandonMe ]:

LOLOLLL.

♥

i know its been ages since my blog has any photos.

Blame blogger for that.

oh yahs ,

received Jiayan's present.

cooooool ./

i like the stuffs she wrote.

'sad things will pass and happy things will come by'

agreed.

im seriously high now.

so damn disgusted.

freak her.

stupid bitch.

CHEAP.

seriously disgusted.

i had an extremelyyyyyyyyy good day today .

mind you ,

i said ,

extremely.

:D
can i be like as happy , everyday?

its like everything's going so happily .

had a great recess .

literature ,

we had something like drama lessons.

was funnyyyyy ,

laughed like crap.

MUSIC!

had dance lesson.

and guess what ,

we , they got to learn the AYG finale dance.

the teacher's so damn joker.

C.E was alright ,

we made bookmarks.

mine was like shit.

my art suck.

and i always make crap .

but its cute.

Had lunch with a bunch of people ;
BaiLu,XiaoYing,JieMin,YuLong,YeongSoon & Kenny.

YeongSoon kept insisting i have lunch with all of them ,

and he's so disgusting ,

burping right at my face.

stupid gross freak ./

But he's damn funny

never fail to laugh with him round.

homed after that .

we donated to a guy ,

who went around asking for doations @ hub.

found him so pathetic.

the moment we saw him we said

"不要啦" : and laughed away.

after that we went back to him and donated.

kind hearted souls.

msn-ing with BaiLu .

and i laughed like crap agn.

drew and drew.

funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

imoveryou ;

♥

这次真的要走了

一但走了，

我就不在回头

shit yous _\_

is playing with your life just so fun?

since you love playing with your life so much ,

just hide in a corner and fuck yourself to death ,

and not bother us with all your nonsence.

if you seriously feels like dieing ,

climb up to the 12th storey and fly down ,

your wish will be granted.

instead of taking pills for like a thousand times ,

without dieing.

even a 3year-old kid knows you'r faking.

attention or money isit that you want?

is'nt all the attention enough?

everyone alrdy gave in .

and you'r still not contented.

money ,

how many mouths do you have .

arent all the food enough?

how many body do you have ,

im sure you've many clothes to yourself alrdy

seriously ,

idk when all this will end.

im seriously feeling v cold now,

its like i've off-ed my fan ,

im still feeling the wind.

the rain has stopped.

just like everything.

and im glad.

seriously ,

i am.

but i hope for everyday to rain ,

so it wont be so hot everyday.

cant stand the heat.

and i'll get

so damn irritated ,

that i go around scolding people ,

actually just my brother.

he's the only one i can scold ,

and he wont feel anything ,

too thick skined you see.

he really irritating ,

even my cousin says ,

she wonders how we can survive living with him for

8yearsplus.

Just one example and you'll understand.

This morning ,

when its only like 9+?

i was still sleeping and he put a ringing alarm clock

beside my ear .

obviously he wants to wake me up ,

to scold him.

retarded ass.

so i did ,

and he just walked away.

see how retarded he is?

Did you hear me calling ,

right after your 'goodbye'.

i said :

iloveyou

this is gonna be the one last night.Everything will just be ~~striked off~~

There'll never be ~~WangTianLong~~ who'll ~~always~~

be there for me , no mater what i do.

You would'nt call back ,even if i were to call , crying .

you would'nt always insist that you love me more than i do.

you wouldnt stop me in the mall , just to stick the plaster on my blister.

you would'nt get jealous cos im always hanging around with another guy.

you wouldnt tolerate me , no matter how bad i am.

you wouldnt stop with me in the canteen just to decide where we'r going for lunch.

you wouldnt send me all those messages that makes me wanna cry.

you wouldnt show that you care.

there wouldnt be anymore we.

there'll just be i from now on.

goodbye.

this is the post.

but now , i've realised ,

its all crap.

gosh ,

met a stupid mad dog ,

that calls me a rude cow ,

for nothing.

i've got nothing to post for today ,

just that today ,

time seriously passed slower then snail.

i swear this is gonna be the last one ;

01. Who was your last text from?

- WangTianLong

02. Where was your default picture taken?

- Home , room

03. Your relationship status?

- Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?

- nope , not really

05. What is your current mood?

- bored

06. How many siblings do you have?

- 2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

- ChanKwanWei , ChanKwanXun

08. Where do you wish you were right now?

- heaven?

09. Have a crazy side?

- yeah?

10. Ever had a near death experience?

- yeahs .

11. Something you do a lot?

- stare in the space

12. Angry at anyone?

- nah

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?

- everything?

14. When was the last time you cried?

- yesterday?

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

- Me.Myself.I

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?

- i dont wanna dream of you

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

- Chaw Yeong Soon! <3

18. What is your favorite song?

- Countless

19. What are you doing right now?

- thinking how i should answer

20. Who do you trust right now?

- Me.Myself.I

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

- bought it

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

- nope

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
- Does the one in the heart count?

24. Describe your life in one word?
- meaningless

25. Who are you thinking of right now?

- MrBean :D

26. What should you be doing right now?

- nothing in particular

27. What are you listening to?

- A little too not over you
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

- Xiao Hui , i think?

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?

- CHANKWANXUN

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?

- not really?

31. What is your natural hair color?

- black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

- Chaw Yeong Soon !

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

- ):

34. What do you hear?

- lies
35. Is your hair curly or straight?

- straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

- nope?

37. Do you have a best friend?
- YEAHS <3

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

- nope

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

- always (:

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

- cant rmb?

41. Are you happy with life right now?

- it can get much better ):

42. Are you currently jealous?

- not really

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?

- -

44. What were you doing on friday night?

- sleeping

45. Have you ever had your heart broken (not literally)?

- ):

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

- no one has ever told me about it before ,

so i suppose , no?

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

- no?

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

- i robbed him (:

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?

- cant rmb?

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

- nope

i seem to have many things to post today.

this shall be the last one ,

i guess?

really into this song now ,

天灰 - S.H.E

its really nice ,

used to like it ,

and now i love it.

天灰 - S.H.E

如果你不再出现

我的世界还有什么可贵

可惜不够时间

让我们试验什么叫永远

想念变成怀念

心动变成心碎

偏偏还会关切

你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

我不知道如何度过今夜

所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现

我会不会觉得快乐一些

可惜残忍时间

总要把诺言一点点摧毁

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

你是否记得我们有过的美好回忆

Do you guys believe this?

i think its crazy .

but nobody knows?

http://www.theonion.com/content/node/30940

RAWWWWWWWWWR ,

i seriously am going mad .

there's like no one talking to me now.

like hello?

where are all those people ,

who used to talk to me when im like so busy.

now im so bored ,

no one even bother to talk to me.

nothing retarded for me , this retard here to do.

and ,

something is seriously wrong with blogger.

photos cant be uploaded .

that makes my blog ,

so damn

o..

r...

i....

n.....

g.....

YES ,

BORING.

a boring blog , for me the boring person.

YAY.

LOLOLL ,

i know i sound retard.

the boredness forced me to .

this is gonna be a super wordy long post.

so that you ,

yes ,

YOU ,

would be as bored as me .

so here i go :

bored.bored.bored.bored.bored

275 'bored's here.

All typed out ,

not copied and pasted

i feel better.

should i go jogging with my father?

Life is seriously getting meaningless day by day .

im like just sitting at home ,

hoping for day after another to pass.

been feeling tired and drowsy all day long ,

pherhaps its the effect of the cough medicine.

hate it ,

cos it suck like hell.

taste like some crazy bitter stuff.

gosh ,

seriously need a good laugh.

i've watched ~~MrBean~~ ,

and it doesnt help anymore.

~~MrBrown~~ is lame too.

used to watch ~~MsSwan~~ .

Until i've got tired of it.

nothing seems to be able to make me laugh like mad anymore.

any idea , anyone?

真的是应该放手的时候了。

pherhapswe'rjustnotmeanttobe

TagReplies!

Kaiwen - Plurk is fun kays! :D

Zhiqi - Yeah , i read her blog , she's funny (:

YunJie - i love plurk :D

Andrienn & Regina - im ohkay le! (:

ZhiYing - no lahs! (:

YiKai - HAHAS , saw you too , (:

Kaiwen - LOLOLLS , you get happy over simple stuffs.

YunJie - thanks (:

Kaiwen - obviously its fake , im too kind to die so young ,

i dont even know whats Gin and tonic's like LOLS.

Andrienn - Thankyous! (:

Guest - its my choice to decide who i wanna take picture with .

3rd July

43moths.

imy.

im seriously bored at home .

there's like only the maid and i ,

everyone's gone to work/study.
i wanna go school too!

i wanna go musical.

i wanna study.

i wanna see classmates.

i wanna see you.

im like practically finding retarded stuffs to do .

e.g doing quizes @ FB.

LOLOLLL.

one was like :

what do people remember you for?

and result was my

attitude.

isit?

or maybe my attitude sucks.

hope tuesday'll reach soon.

i wanna go school ASAP!

why must monday be youth day?!

stupid youth day .

if not i'll be able to go school.

Quizes results :

How Bitchy Are You : 15%

How Insane Are You : 83% (wth?)

What Does It Take For You To Fall In Love : words of affirmation (:

What Is Your Wedding Song : All my life-KC and JoJo

How Many Lovers Do You Get In A LifeTime : 5

What Age Will You Die : 62

Palm Reading : Blissful and loving life

What Is The Theme Song Of Your Life : The Way I Am-Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson

Are You Just One In A 1 Million : 1.2% of the world has your name

What Alcoholic Drink Are You : Gin and tonic

What Is Your Type : Sweet Guy

What Type Of Dancer Are You : Break dancer

What Age Will You Get Married : 23

What Should You Get Pierced : Eyebrow piercing

Are You Skinny Average Fat Of Obese : Average

iguessthis'llbethelasttimeyou'llcare

你是我生命中的最舍不得

i love my new blogskin .

any comments people?

hope you like it too .

its the second today , thats why im sick .

im sick today , cos its the second .

shitxzxz .

dk why i cant upload photos .

nvminds .

wonder why im updating now?

yeahs ,

cos kwantyng's officially sick .

and im wearing my cute mask!

Dearest keeps saying she wants to wear mask .

in the end i got to wear first!

but its so not fun ./

like i cant breathe.

have got MC ,

wont be gng school tmr.

so that means :

no musical.

sadded ./

nvminds , there's next year.

( 010709 )

school as usual ;

BORING .

but saw YiKai on the bus .

went home with dearest .

she walked with me!

just cos she wants to buy bubble tea ,

she walked all the way to central ,

and took bus back .

crazy her .

but at least i got someone to accompany me .

she gave me my present!

and i love it muchmuch .

thanksthanks.

went to airport to fetch father .

he's back from Germany .

obviously he's become skinnier.

he said he eats salad everyday.

thats like so mad!

so you see ,

being vegetarian is so pathetic!

bo bian ,

thats what he wants.

something stupid happened to me ytd .

was closing the window ,

and that stupid brother of mine ,

act smart , wento push ,

and the whole window kiap-ed me hand!

seriously vvvvvv pain.

and it bleed too .

and just before i bathe ,

i told it :

不要痛啊 ,

the moment i wash it ,

its like gosh .

so damn pain!

but now its ohkay .

kay ppl ,

im off to sleep!

headadge + cough + fever + sorethroat ,

thats really terrible .

maybe its H1N1 .

LOLOL .

byes!

im seriously veryveryveryvery bored now.

RAWWWWR ,

msn-ed TanZhengYuan , and he didnt reply .

stupid boy-friend.

so here i am blogging ,

and Plurking!

its really fun .

just posting any random stuffs.

like nobody's buisness.

LOLOLL.

there i go plurking again .

bye peoples.

290609 - BigDay! (:

gosh ,

its really been ages since i've been so happy alr.

really enjoyed myself ytd night.

got seriously high.

and crazyyyy.

kept singing around and laughing with BaiLu and Tianmimi (XiaoYing)

she's called tianmimi cos she kept singing

the song called tianmimi .

we sang many oldies songs ytd like ,

热情的沙漠.

LOLOLLS

look retarded.

but i seldom get so high ,

so why not enjoy and look retarded just for a day.

pherhaps dearest would be thinking :

i look retarded everyday.

but nvminds .

LOL

pics taken .

will be uploaded the moment i feel like .

cos im tired now.

but seriously ,

Taipei and HK got some real cute athletics.

got two flags from two hot guys.

but its like wtfuck ,

dearest said ,

the moment our school comes out ,

it became advertisment.

our school's performance kena cut.

all other school's was full performance.

so bad.

>:0

everyone performed so hard ,

in the end , its not shown.

waste our efforts.

but its alright , at least everyone enjoyed ourselves.

miss AYG.

想念燃烧个不停

School reopen

tmr's gonna be a day most students hate muchmuch.

SCHOOL REOPEN.

i dont wanna go back to sch.

there's so many things i have to ,

get re-used to.

i no longer have anyone to go to school with me anymore.

i no longer have anyone to wait for me after school ,

no matter how long i take anymore.

i no longer have anyone to decide with me ,

where to go for breakfast/lunch .

but that may be good in another sense.

i'll be more independant.

But tmr's gonna be AYG dancer's

big day.

dancers ,

加油!

we've practiced for six months .

tmr's the last day we'll be dancing for it alr.

give in the best.

all credits to sister! <3

She edited this , (:

Preview show today .

i think its quite a success bah?

dearest and YL said its nice .

except mrsvannan said its messy.

LOL.

my hair was like ,

so yucks today.

and the whole class saw .

at first i was like ,

thinking who the hell was waving like mad to me .

and realised its my own class.

seriously ,

from the bottom ,

all the audience at their seat is really dark , and blur .

so i cant see who's who.

am really looking forward to monday's real opening .

live telecast ;

7-9pm ,

chanel 5 .

死了心 ;

imjustalittletoonotoveryou

{ Today ; met XY and BL for breakfast }

{ Yesterday ; on the way to Indoor }

{ Breakfast With Dearest! <3 }

没有王天龙的第二十五天

{ 240609 }

had breakfast with KaiwenDearest at hub.

and there's like only one vegetarian stall.

so being a vegetarian is really much of a hassle!

cant eat manymany stuffs outside.

and the vegetarian food ,

seriously sucks alot.

walked to school with her ,

cos i had AYG .

i havent really talked to her for a long time alr .

talked on the way ,

and there was one stupid driver ,

with the car plate ,

2287sky.

STUPID LOUSY DRIVER!

dearest and i was crossing the road and he horned at us .

telling us to cross faster .

and its like ,

WHATHEFUCK lah?

its still like

GREEN light .

he's like dk retard or what.

and he said we'r jaywalking .

_\_

he doesnt even know the meaning of jaywalking .

and he accused us of it.

and of cos , he didnt do anything to us in the end ,

except stopping by the side to scold us for awhile ,

lameshit!

and we'r gng to complain to LTA!

lucky one kind man ,

rmbed his car plate ,

and told us .

if not we cant complain .
hehhs (:

so guys ,

next time if you see that

stupid banglar driver again ,

do like what dearest said ,

throw rocks at his car ,

but dont get caught ,

and say its us who told you to do so .

LOLOLL.

{ today }

i've decided not to say about ytd ,

cos nothing special happened.

we had to make up for today .

was funnnnnnn.

tmr's gng to be the preview .

YAYAYAYAYAY.

im sure its gonna be uber nice.

sec 1s' express ,enjoy!

没有王天龙的第二十四天

kay ,

its really a long day for me today.

and im feeling really unwell everywhere.

i guess i cant hold on muchmuch longer.

maybe i just fall after AYG ends.

im really exhausted

life now is only like:

AYG.AYG.AYG

i wonder what i'd become if there's no AYG.

but i walked home alone today again.

despite having a long day at IndoorStadium.

7am-7pm.

same for tmr .

hope everything goes fine .

i guess if i forget to bring my phone out tmr ,

just like today ,

it'l just rot itself to melted metal?

nvminds ,

tell you about

smth ridiculous that happened to me and dearestkaiwen tmr .

cos my eyes are really shutting now.

byes.

http://www.e-ctasy.co.nr/

if you wanna know what happened.

没有王天龙的第二十一天

i did stuffs that made me feel v proud of myself today .

although it may seem stupid to many ppl out there ,

i dont care.

1 . i walked home alone , despite all the blisters and tiredness.

2 . i didnt eat anything till 4pm today .

3 . i cuted my blister cos Crystal told me to , though i know it'll definitely be pain.

4 . i didnt cry after cutting , and its VERY pain.

AYG at NanHua today.

last combine before gng to Indoor Stadium tmr .

i know it's gonna be be like veryveryvery tough?

But no choice ,

and am enjoying AYG practices now ,

cos i just feel its sort of fun .

kills the time too.

walked home today ,

ALONE (:

i like walking long distances ,

allows me to not think of anything just for that moment.

but from school to my house , isnt that far ,

so its alright for my feet (:

here it is ):

没有王天龙的第二十天

compared to other days ,

i had a much better day today.

outing with BaiLu ,

Orchard > somerset > marina.

bought a pink top from Mango .

and i love it .

bought aunt a preety watch for her bday.

and the guy working there is so cute!

cute + handsome = [:

LOLS ,

a buch of stupid banglars ,

drove pass me while i was at the traffic light.

pointed at me shouting :

nice ah! nice ah! ,

without knowing he looked so retarded.

maybe he always do ,

so he doesnt realise.

nights ppl ,

AYG tmr .

allllllllll the way till 29June ,

pathetic me .

and im seriously having a bad sore throat .

没有王天龙的第二十天

my brother is retardly

LaughingOutLoudlyyyyy ,

by himself ,

watching a stupid cartoon show ,

beside me .

but i realised ,

i've done that before too .

LOLOLOL.

once i was alone ,

watching Mr Bean! and i laughed

like crazyy alone.

will be gng out soon ,

with BAILU <3

orchard ,

and meeting YuLong for lunch .

byexzxz.

stomachcramps :x

im bored ,
so i've decided to do the boring stuffs .
koped from WeeSing's blog ,
randomly visited her blog ,

1. Grab Your Phone.

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?

my reflection , (:

3. What's your ringtone?

背影-林宥嘉 <3

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?

Mark , (:

5. Who's the last person you called?

YiKai , (:

6. Who was your last missed call from?

YiKai , (:

7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?

Cab(taxi) , LOL

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?

President Kaiwen! <3

9.What does 3rd text in your inbox say?

But you always got the key to unlock it - YuLong

10. Who was your last received call from?

YiKai (Again!) (:

11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say?

You live in your own world , so only you , LOL - Kaiwen . (:

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?

15 , my phone lags whwnever there's more than 50msgs .

13. What is the wallpaper?

Me.Myself.I (:

14. Who's speed dial number 1?

no one.

15. Who is the 15th message in your inbox from?

YiKai.

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?

BaiLu , (:

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?

7 .

18. What network are you on?

Singtel.

19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.

BaiLu , Yulong , PresidentKaiwen , YiKai.

20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?

u go sleep la.ur tired le. Nights. - YuLong.

21. Who is the first person in your contacts?

Achik.

22. Who is the last name in your contacts?

ZiWei house.

23. What does the last text in your inbox say?

wrong.it's white lie.i love and like you.

24. What is your screensaver?

dont have.

25. What is your balance?

SG$7.16

26. Who's the last person under H?

HuiPing

27. What is your bluetooth name?

T Y N G (:

28. How many numbers are in your phone?

180 contacts

29. Could you live without it?

Yes?

没有王天龙的第十九天

i love watching mr bean .

cos' he is like so damn funny .

never fail to laugh like mad everytime i watch his shows ,

although i always laugh like mad.

was watching with the whole family ,

cousins and all came ,

to pray cos' its the seventh day.

its great having so many ppl to sit tgt ,

and watch MrBean.

everyone laughed like crazyy .

i still laughed ,

though i've watched it before alr .

rot-ed at home today ,

no shows to watch ,(except MrBean!)

nothing to do.

hope holidays end fast ,

so i can return to school .

miss everyone .

sleeping alr ,

nights ppl .

imissyou

没有王天龙的第十八天

its been days since i've posted ,

and i seem lost about what to post .

been through what a normal person should ,

life and death ,

now that she's gone ,

i think everything should be better ,

i think ,

i hope.

没有王天龙的第十三天

Kbox-ed with cousin and sister .

was fun and funnyyyy .

played a game ,

we lost ,

so we could take a picture and that costs 2bucks each.

one for each of us .

nice./!

but if we won we could have a free drink each .

LOLS ,

nvminds , at least we got a preety picture.

没有王天龙的第十二天

sort of a boring day .

but i've finally completed my English and

a part of Literature's.

have to fill up the retarded

time-table schedule mrs vannan gave .

for only students who need to go for panel meeting .

and for your information ,

panel are for students who did below expectations.

they must have thought im so clever .

but im not.

bought my contacts ,

and that costs me a hundred and forty bucks .

sadded.

there goes my money.

to the stupid contacts ,

that is'nt really for me

but AYG .

at first i thought my phone hasnt rang for the whole

day again ,

after that i realise there are 5 unread msgs .

my phone really didnt rang ,

it vibrated only .

gng to watch , Bring me to hell afterwards .

YAYNESS .

i've been watching movie often lately .

ItsJustToLetTimePassFaster.

没有王天龙的第十一天

爱我的人为我付出一切

我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎 .

`♥

people around me are always asking me ,

how come i seem so fine?

know what it shows?

They just dont know me well ,

and they cant expect me to cry whole day ,

and tell them im sad ,

despite they dont know me well?

crapzxzx.

had a forgetable day.

cos its just as ordinary as any other day.

Pictures! ,

enjoy (:

没有王天龙的第十天

fucked up ,

cant find that literature paper.

and i attitute sister .

sorry!

im always doing that ,

and i wonder how people around me could stand that.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

(10/5)

outing with Bailu , XiaoYing and JieMin today.

was fun ,

watched Dance , Subaru!

its nice.

and the movie i wanto watch next is

Ghost Of Girlfriends Past.

seems nice too.

Bailu says she wants to watch also.

Aliens VS Monsters is so damn cute ,

shall watch it next time.

took some pictures ,

will be uploaded later.

went aunt's house at night.

drank with sister and cousin again.

sister eeeyured me cos i vomited.

and we didnt laugh as much .

not as crazy.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

(11/5)

had breakfast with sister at hub.

ate noodles ,

and it suck like shit.

saw shawn.

KAIWEN's gone overseas!

im gng to miss that african like mad!

miss her nonsense ,

and crazy ideas .

没有王天龙的第八天

AYG was sort of fun today .

but i've got a huge blister today.

and its damn pain .

i cant even walk properly.

muscle pain .

leg pain.

im getting older.

i mean my body .

had lunch with father this afternoon .

he wento take his report at the hospital.

he say :

医生说我还可以打死一只老虎

watched Hanna Montana ,

with cousin , sister and brother.

i rate it 4stars out of five.

its a great show ,

except for the short and sudden ending.

and that guy is

so damn HANDSOME.

that makes the show nicer!

还没适应没有你的生活，

你就已离我远去。

没有王天龙的第七天

was supposed to call father last night ,

in the end ,

ended up dialing his number.

couldnt sleep last night ,

finally slept at 1plus ,

3plus woke up again ,

for no rhyme or reason.

was suppose to wake up @ 6.30.

in the end woke up late ,

and couldnt get to eat breakfast with bailu.

i guess i'll be gng crazy if this goes on.

mummy says if i cant get to sleep means ,

im having too much 心事。

but i'll get used to it ,

i will.

没有王天龙的第六天

My phone has'nt rang the whole afternoon.

and i'll start to think whats wrong ,

when its just simply ,

nobody is even calling or texting me.

i guess i'll have to start getting used to it ,

cos it'll be like that for a long time.

没有王天龙的第五天

Gosh ,

saw one damn chio camera.

super cute.

but someone wrote at the comments ,

'a toy for young kids .'

and i was like : forget it .

Sharon and i are looking for jobs desperately.

cos its like ,

HELLO~

SINGAPORE SALES

right now .

i wanto shop like mad.

found some flyers job.

hope they'll reply us .

finding information for English for 1hrs plus ,

and i found nothing .

there's nothing to find on family.

having Oral when school reopens.

mine is on family.

and i totally have no idea what to talk about.

myheartwassupposedtobeminetokeep.

Tag replies , (:

SHARON - LOLLL , i special mah . (:

Thankyou , you too! , and i know lah .

so obvious loh .

KAIWEN - hahhhas , as cute as me! YAY .

REGINA - Thankyou!

ZHIQI - will , when im free , (:

EVELYN - hahahs , kaykay! (:

YUNJIE - LOL , nvmind lah .(:

HUEIMIN - LOLLLLL , i want OneBillion Dollars!

YULONG - kaylah,kaylah . thankyou (:

ZHIYING - Thankyou , i will . (: love ya.

CONNIE - kay , when im free . (:

PEIYI - HELLO! (:

没有王天龙的第四天

Rawwwwwwwwwwwwr ,

im gng to be drunk ,

drank wine ,

Kelly said birthday girl has to drink more .

sibeh shiok!

kept laughing and rolling on the floor .

was fun ,

i'll continue tmr ,

not in the right mood .

too high!

LOLLLLLLLLL

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(6/6)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KWANTYNG ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

i had a great birthday ytd ,

had more than a hundred people singing bday song to me.

mf malay + modern + chinese + Nanhua dancers.

was real happy ,

although had to go for

AYG practice ,

that we had to stand under the hot sun ,

and that hurt our feet to the max!

pain ,

now my feet is hurting so much that i cant walk properly.

But im damn happy ,

thankyou all for the birthday wishes.

thankyou for all that cheered me up ,

especially Erman && Yikai .

Thankyou all for the presents.

super love sister's one .

she gave me a

braclet + super cute pencil case + 3pens.

LOLLLLL.

cousin bought me my mango cake .

delicious , my rounded cousin ,

ate two!

damn cute.

everyone ate one , he ate two .

andandand ,

i love my angpao .

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I received your email ,

thankyou .

i waited the whole day ,

all the msges came ,

but none from you.

but still , thankyou for rembering.

imissyou.

没有王天龙的第三天

i didnt go picnicing in the end

cos kaiwen was only released at 2 .

it was supposed to be at 1 ,

went out with bailu instead .

kbox-ed , and sang .

it was great .

thankyou bailu for comforting .

thankyou yikai for being the first to wish

me happybday in person sumore.

thankyou erman , for being a great friend .

thankyou kaiwen , for being mad .

LOLLLLLLL ,

thankyou all those that cheered me up .

im seriously fine .

but i need to spend my bday gng AYG .

tiring.

but its alright .

hope tmr'll go out fine.

nights .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , WEILEONG

没有王天龙的第三天

YAY ,
im back from remedial .
picnic-ing later!
(:
so excited.
first time picnicing.

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Came across a blog ,
http://www.bangyour-wall.blogspot.com/
==
its so damn funny luh!
same URL as mine last time ,
andandand ,
i didnt know there's another kwantyng in
the world who has an ex-boyfr called tianlong too.
same spelling sumore.
so cool yeah.
but the post shows that the Kwantyng's such a
cheap person./
do take a look readers!
(:

没有王天龙的第二天

And yes ,

as expected im fine.

kaiwen said big girls dont cry .

do small girls cry?

i'll try not to ,

cos im small.

spent the whole day crazily ,

and now i cant even recall anything meaningful i did.

or maybe yes.

i went for panel meeting.

mrs vannan said so much ,

that mummy almost took away my phone.

lucky she didnt .

now ,

i think i can concentrate real well

on my studies.

went bugis with bailu ,

and i bought myself a bag+watch.

YAY .

its been long since i bought something for myself , i think?

i love my new bag .

and watch.

looking forward to tmr's picnic with

kaiwendearest ,

at westcoastpark.

*she cut her hair today*

its sort of nice.

nicer than before ,

in my opinion.

hope i'll enjoy tmr.

goodnights.

TomorrowWillBeBetter

没有王天龙的第一天

im gonna be strong ,

and big girls dont cry

i have a birthday wish .

which probably no one can make it come true.

i wish , i can forget everything by tmr morning.

if im given a chance ,

i'd still choose what i've chosen.

i never regret.

我知道-by2

从来没想过不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵

以为你会懂

一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦

在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流